Friday, August 20, 2010

empty brain


I don't know why, but seriously I feel that I have full-of-nothing brain in recent..

I just feel that in this past months even years, I never do something that really makes my brain work in serious way...and this really makes me not satisfied with my self, with my work, and my performance :(

I feel that I don't work hard enough recently. I guess the last time I do really put on my work is when I was joining business plan competition held by Junior Achievement in my city and it was about 5 years back.

well maybe I need to be more discipline with my life, especially with my religious stuffs. I need to be more punctual in doing my 5 times-a-day pray. I've heard that if you do your pray in a punctual time, you will feel more relieve with your life. I guess it works, well at least I will have feeling satisfied of my self because I can do it on time.

Then other stuff that I do work on it now is about put my priority. Yes, I'm kind of person who is super greedy with every opportunity that I see. So, I'm trying to focus on my job and only do something related with it.

Another stuff is I'm trying to become more active-learner person. An empty brain feeling is a post-college syndrome. Once you've graduated and stop visiting the campus, really makes you feel know of nothing. Then I tried to subscribe more journals (mostly about management, leadership, public relations, and world issues stuffs) and really read and have more of thingking about the content.

Well, Bismillahirrahmanirrahim!

p.s. I took the picture from sketched out blog, super cool blog I guess :)